that causes harm like the list of examples I've been citing n between just trying to be happy and get 1 token f7cking "star"/"celebrity"/"elite"/"friend" to just sign a token f7cking check to rescue the token f7cking project out of the token f7cking ditch before some of the clueless-idiot-and-seemingly-evil clowns among you do too much more damage to ALL OF US.
ENOUGH ALREADY. Just like I said 4 years ago, before I started actually addressing it, this was supposed to simply be a test project in knee-jerk reactive response to the first couple nightmare grade examples sent my way. From there it took on many new different directions and facets and forms to make the best out of whatever unbelievably-WTF-grade situations happened to come along but still did everything in the most protective and absorbful way possible.
Only to be handed that sh7t last year and the inhumane and DEEPLY misguided line of salt mine trains that have apparently been...
If the people at the top weren't be having in such relatively evil and believed-to-be-justified cowardly and apathetic fashion, then none of these other world destroying billion dollar black eyes would be happening and I wouldn't be he thinking this and typing this sentiment to you now.
But I WAS NOT THE ONE IN POWER THIS TIME.
THAT IS THE DIFFERENCE.
YOU WERE. I know how I have a record of seeing and treating and helping and just being "Good" in nature in general regardless of wherever you may have found me and blah, blah, blah - so if you're behavior, compared to mine, not only failed the test, but then tried to drum up this list of ad hominem b.s. rationalization to somehow JUSTIFY WRONGDOING THAT ACTUALLY CAUSES HARM? on top of the multiple fails I've just been sitting here watching in disbelief...
What can I say?
I know the relativity of sh7t.
And THAT is why I know how badly some have failed and disappointed, not only me, but any/everyone else that has had or will have to come along and read and understand the true reality of what has been done to me at various points...
And then I guess the Future of History will just have to work-out all the "whys" and the reality/internet/truth/fiction "Sync" will just work itself out and make the world once again make sense and line up in correct and accurate form from there.
There is so much I want to say but it's just torture trying to convey it through these insanely-beyond-retardly-ineffective weak links.
You do understand, I could have just been a comedian.
Santa isn't making a list, but the computer is watching you, and it's watching my varying behavior based on whatever stimulus is put in my environment and then twisted, and ironically it really is the length and intent that needs to be worried about I suppose.
It's not just about whatever, it's also about how you respond to whatever, but if you have been operating blindly and negatively without full context, then I guess all we have to do is get to the bottom of where everything that has affected me or this project unrighteously or negatively came from on all sides, and then this on top of the reality of the economy and dynamics of the behavior and relativity won't make this Christmas in history that much more beyond tragic to go back and look at from a TRUE FULL CONTEXTUAL PERSPECTIVE.
#WGACA #WCAGA
#poorlola
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