See. This is exactly what I mean. WTF is wrong with some people? I CAN'T EVEN FATHOM the concepts of sex and violence together and to read reports like this just really scare me as to what kind of sick, beyond twisted, and inhumane monsters would associate the biochemical triggers and desires of sex that I seem to have really hard time even taking out of the contect of love, commitment, trust, exclusivity, passion, respect...all that "mental/spiritual connection" of simulating or 'practicing' (whatever you wanna call it) the build-in drive that was designed to be powerful enough to fuel the Russian-roulette type 'reproduction equation' of our animal-like species with all the natural consequence it can bring. That's why even when I've had periods in my life where I just have a casual girlfriend that isn't and would never be a "we're gonna date and get married" grade entry around, it's always an upfront, respectful, and at least on my end, has been historically exclusive equation. Sex is fun, sex is great, sex is cool...but out of the right context it's the opposite of those to me, and most peoples' behavior by comparison is why I really don't even compare.
Sex has never been that big of a core motivating driver for me. Without a quality relationship where you know each other well and trust each other and have learned all the right button and combinations and likes and dislikes and blah, blah, blah, then you can at least have the foundation to create that right "symphony like tapestry" of passion with one another as an expression of who you are and sharing the most valuable and intimate "drug/gesture/clearance" you have to offer with someone, and when you're typically a fairly cocky "hello but please don't touch me unless you're my girlfriend" type to begin with, to see and hear stories of the ways in which some people just see and use sex as an act or God-forbid whatever this article talks about, it just turns me off to the entire thought/equation of it period.
Sigh. How can there not be any e7fing "DreemGirl" caliber options left at the same time apparently God only knows how many predators and users and liars and examples of just plain beyond evil exist in the world?
It's just scary. God help Us. Please. The world needs more cameras or better something I guess. Don't let me rule the world because the first thing I would do is target such examples and use whatever powers I had at my disposal to then research, investigate, and document all the elements behind the creation of such behavioral examples and find a way to address and correct every day aspect of such scenarios even if it means tracing them back to their source and whipping out the 'creative' sterilization, tracking, accountability linking tools or whatever.
Our existence as creatures is deeply tied to the biochemical drivers and triggers within our minds, to take the act that is the most powerful possible expression of ourselves, inherently linked to the internal Life Experience controlling equations designed to reproduce blended human souls in presumably scenarios only very closely tied to the Love and protection of the innocent creature and partially your own genetics and soul that could result. To see it as something to be used as a weapon to harm or destroy another being that was so vulnerable as to let you that ultimately intimately close to them or to do it by force is truly probably the most grotesque beyond comprehension abberation of human behavior I can fathom.
Beyond words.

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