Friday, December 31, 2010
What's that cursur poyntin to?
But, speaking of Linkin Park...
They accurately summarize and provide one of the core background tracks to my existence from 2002-2006.
From 2006 until now I'd color my Life Cool -as-F7ck as reflected and considered by *Some*, while amidst that blind HAARP/Truman 'blanket of "DMNYWON"' real/virtual world center-stage-completely-isolated distance, others' perceptions of me operating from positions of blind second hand gutter-character opinions and explanations apparently resulted in soul-reflective Linkin Park-harming repetition of things that had been seen and obviously done to me even far more extremely and poorly timed that it caused my "Epic Quest of an Existence now Matter What" to go into such ridiculous but-always-built-and-planned-around-the-assumption-of-known-fame-if-I-ever-so-had-the-desire...but unlike others, that and following a path of pathological lies into all the scenarios under the mistaken lip service soul-dark mask of that langauge barrier where I use words and people very carefully with meaning, respect, symbolism, amplified reciprication, blah, blah, blah...
And it's only when those plastic bags accidentally got caught in my radiator while I was on the initial knowledge-mining and superior-prototype-design mission...
But THAT is the f7cked up part, and more infinite proof that I am even more right when you put me back in protected close-friend entourage type scenarios of complete control as my entire persona is designed to operate on when not testing the true caliber and dynamics of all the individual souls that happen to be remotely associated with dangerously pressurefully corrupting situations and roles, which is exactly why, as I go, I see the immense fun and reasons behind things, but I've also obviously been the victim of A LOT of needless collateral damage from other individual creatures programmed with those same space OSs but not remotely intellectual or seeming soul/life-position-based liberty to even see the kinds of I-sincerely-believe-to-be-possibly-self-evidently-superior if/when I finally get my paws and tail in the right positions and company to finally direct and link the designs of some things to even more fun and exponentially Better prototypes that are also safer like rollercoasters versus crash-up-derby-war-grade NASCAR as some of those saltly 'numb' dick/hobitch types behave under the influence of the current parameters.
Collateral harm is still harm, and any system design left in charge of potentially the most powerfully life-course-changing button-override-resources in existence should SURELY have more intelligent, scientific, and compassionate thought/character footprints than some have had, and so that's what I keep saying, before anyone talks sh7t they need to understand sets and the power of plastic rectangles and pyramids left in the hands of a myriads of examples, all the products of non-21st Century cutting-edge transparent/lucently designed much less infinite-future-oriented programming.
That was designed by...
How can one accurately compare or correctly analyze anything when there is no data?
Read the way people respond to a variety of questions and hypotheticals?
Sure. Why not? No completely archetype foundational vehicle blindsides lately to make us hesitant about the "LP" cross-referenced analytial character/performance/use-of-power/influence test results being run on any/all BP related individual entities right?
The only good news is, being a scientist and simply upset with a world that previously made little logical sense in many, many ways and now does much more so, at least I know where the school play script that Artistic history of the last Universal Media€ecorded Phase is a testament to.
When I can have the clearence, licensing, authority and status to use a better default communal religious template than 2000 year old Christianity in combination with these other varying elements and components of reality that at the moment are all too often misused and mislabeled or mislabeled and misused as a result 'game/Life-changing' factors that I would very much like to 'Rescue' from indoctrinated paper-backed "terrorist/war-like mindsets" and un-quality/compassion/intellignce-checked "owners" and the sting of their...
Wait a minute, what kind of person uses such powerful substances without completely Me-grade knowledge, understanding, precision design and control of all elements/factors involved in addition to highly and carefully insulated, insured, and protected with safety nets and trusted networks an non-180-degree-stigma-causing direct influence link/associaton grade hoomans blah, blah, blah.
Ai arez a SoopurrrClu8B just running on a decade delay and still w8n 2 happen...
But the AutoBiography and entire Global History of mankind as in the literally Life-effecting impact on Billions not in such positions for generations to come does factor into all my decision-making choices more than most after I tested the water last year and then spent my Summer not even sure what to think about my $700 experiene at iOWest, because cocky comedians blind bad info are something of a sanity-bending-trial unto themselves, which is why I sai BP, traffic, Branson, SylvRRR Force 83 - whatever - should help me design and create the contructs using the options of all existing elements know to man on the table to prevent such scenarios from every embarassingly happening under #KarynRR's watchful I again.
#nomasbullitz
K. Let me decide if I feel like doing anything. Honestly, I'm hurtin bad. I haven't gotten much sleep the last 2 nights and literally still have that killer knot deep in the center of my torso under my left shoulder blade still, so it hurts to even move or sleep on top of everything else that my mind's processors have been weighted-down in analyzing and dealing with in between being free from it when it's not repeatedly and intentionally constantly brought up and thrown in front of me like more salt when I've already collected examples of several mines worth that I didn't need, deserve, or have use for except as the stinging reminders of how much seemingly-untouchably-well-deserved-sh7t KO was talking to that billionaire-in-charge during this most recent 20-inch-deep-coming-down-and-in-on-both-and-all-sides powderized water turned into temporarily immobilizing slippery sand dunes of cold...
But as long as you weren't alone and homeless and the devil hadn't stolen God's Power and adulterated it to the point he saw something in pron that made him think it would be cool or funny to cum on someother being's face and tell them its snowing as they exist in AWOL-type drug-induced comatose states, perhaps as their solution to...
Nevermind. I'm sidetracked. We'll talk.
*points up*
*smiles*
*puts the damn phone down and
I'm not saying whatever, I'm just saying if you can't openly explain it... #smoking
Ironically in California the no(n)-smoking capital of the West.
Are people to ashamed or ??? to be what they are?
And if it weren't for the decade of seemingly intentional and cruel CIA-linked/drug-fueled behavioral bipolar hurricanes I've seen and barely survived while I was trying to build a rescue Craft I might not have such
Are my simple questions too much?
What did your parents
And, you whatevers, the most sad part of all...
...but what some have done with the girls and with the torture/cruelty of their #5 sex-addicted HAARPs while I was here testing for any remaining signs of fractional humanity in their dead souls they sabotaged and destroyed their inclusion in things and designs that are so much Bigger, Better, and Cooler than they can comprehend while they were ironically behaving in all their smallness and launching blind labels attacks...
Well, whatever.
I'm just wasting more time I no longer have.
Screw the f7cktards who blindly attacked things that would have never attacked them.
And yes, I do resent some "non-My-Gangsta" caliber souls for ruining the Infinite Beauty of some of those designs in light of the path history has taken and will into the future, that is why I was doublely so shocked, mystified, and crushed by the relative unbelivability of some of the nightmares I've watched unfold directly at me, but sue me for being more concerned about a whole bunch of sh7t in the world far above my drug-like sex drive.
Dear Caspurrr, feeling humiliated and traumatized by these searches, and, in some cases, comparing their psychological impact to sexual assaults.
Why?
I'm sorry. Why again?
And these designs and systems can all be traced back to?
And before that?
And in relation to?
And on a completely in-the-popular-popular-dark base/logic foundation also dating back to?
And
Define Unique Exceptional Role/Caliber #EX EM(P)T
http://su.pr/2xufOa
Have you reached that point? (×7)
(Some of) You are far more like Me.
But it's a free country.
At least according to the full-circle hypocritical propaganda de$pite the truth.
"It was goddamn fiasco." -Random (Chronic? Lifelong? Multiple?) smoker
RT @mikenizza "It went clear across the river," Bryant said, ashing her cigarette in a scallop shell. "It was a goddamn fiasco." http://bit.ly/h4uKgM #dearhouston #ibrokedownandcriedyesterdayforthefirsttimeinalongtime #whenifoundmy2007birthdaycardfrommymomanddad #seeingmyfatherssignaturesoweakandfrailandknowinghepassedwithintwoweeksofthatafterispentmyentirefirstthirtyyearsonthisplanetdreadingthateventmorethanlifeitself #itturnsouthestoriesandscenariosbeforeandsincethenhavebeenbeyondbeliefinmanyways #butitfindsmehere #alone #littlequalityintheworldandnotworthafractionofadayssalarytomost/all #asifindoutmyformerdreamgirlsonlyconcealthemosthorrificinternalbeautyprogrammingiveyettoencounterbecauseofsomereallyapparentlyconsiderablythanmyselfinheartandsoulmetaphoricaleels #butwhatelsecanbesaid
Ha. This is great. At least he doesn't live under a HAARP strung by
And if this has a matching source key to the specific why's and changes in every shot, that could be the real key, reason, and punchline.
Row, Row, Row My Boat...
RT @Iconic88 "The Inspired Nation"- @ShiraLazar chats with @KatieSpotz the youngest person to row solo across the Atlantic Ocean http://bit.ly/heRcKN #itslikepullouttheselfdirectedbehaviorbookprogrammedrobotandtrysomethingharderright #thatsexactlywhatidid #itwasexpensive #itwaspainful #mostofitdidntneedexistthatwayatall #thatsthedifferencepeopleandprogrammingmakes
Ai arez *ReDesigned&Calybr8D* Stay-At-Home Rock(IT)star. Information Technology.
Get your mind out of the whatever and back to where I can see it then. And people don't give me remotely enough credit as a visual designer seeing as how that is what I would be spending my time most like obsessed with if I hadn't trained myself to be such a dedicated writer then beyond insanely WTF and then some Fight Club grade hard way. But yeah, whatever, the military state of the world has destroyed the entire foundations on which minds and lives are built, but it really shouldn't be that hard to truly measure fix and correct. Well, depending, but we're still waiting and repeating last year's start sans less-than-truly-helpful influences or conditions. Assuming I don't just sleep instead. Because I really do love sleeping.
How are they gonna Disneytize that?
It's kind of f7cked up, because if it wasn't for my oh-so-ironically-non-existent fame, no one seems to really appreciate me for me, or more importantly the reasons I went so far out of the way to establish such baselines and scenarios in the first place, but yeah, it's damn sure not anything close to and acceptable grade of Love-Love for the story save face, but beggars can't be captain of their spaceships until they are reassembled and fueled by black plastic it seems, so I'll ask Sir Richard what he suggests to try and help me patch up the holes the whatevers blew through history like vuvuzelas of
RT @GuyKawasaki Be a stay-at-home rock star, if Ujam http://idek.net/3hGZ #A.)iamastayathomerockstar #B.)ijustdidntgetthedamnmagicboosterclearedslateandproductionbudgetdesignedininnondarleneblindalphabetproofwaysandsothelaunchrocketprojectthatshouldhavehadthistakencareofbackin2007insteadjustendedupbeingsnuffedoutbyablindsetofcharacters(irony)soidonhavetheupgradedhouseinwhichtobuildmyperfectlittleraisedcushionedplatformonwhichtositandcontroltheworldorplaywiththesetalldayjustbecausethathappenstobewhatiseemtobebestandnaturallygiftedat BUT C.) Ummm...how old is the girl in that picture? Because other video guy just posted about the reminder doll things also had me going "Ummm..."
Dear (Fellow?) Hooman/"AlIen" (Blind, one-sided) *Relativity-based* Creatures who...
...what happens if/when _____ is that bull?
Who designs systems like that? Why? You call that an off ramp?
Anyway, in other mind-blowing news...
Did it occur to anyone I werez nawt evun tryun to escape? Because I APPLIED FOR ELITE RESCUE, and that was four years ago, and the system was supposed to listen and understand and adapt to fix and solve and correct the problems that had caused all the damage and harm, not base their logic on the (OMG beyond beyond beyond ironically off-the-charts) full-circle design fail...because the system design itself was...is...
Define excuse. Define information. Define influence. Define perspective. Define "right" through a myriad of full-spectrum hypothetical scenarios.
(facepalm)
Nevermind. I'll have Sir Richard's PR "Collective" define all that for us from possibly a far-more-understanding-but-still-not-remotely-aware-enough-of-the-Jesus/MacGyver-2002-2006-phase.
But one day everyone will just look at this as even more absurd and incomprehensible than that cat bin thing.
Hoomans blow my mind.
The system is so improperly designed it pretty much explains the behavior of all the human components within it good, bad, or other, but dayum, what a crazy f7cking world.
Let's try this again...
Hi, I'm Allen...
I'm
I'm pretty sure the pre-2006 part of the "fairytale" assailed documentary...
...should more than hammer that point home.
What the f7ck some of these self-proclaimed "meangirl/badguys" have done on top of that is them versus the computer and audience and history - not me anymore.
Remember, I lost because I was trying to fix, help, save, love, reward, inspire, create...
You know, those pages and pages of TRUE adjectives that are who I am, in reflection of the degree of blindsiding ultimate-relative-worst-case-scenario b.s. I was getting hit with...
Like...
sometimes referred to as "Disneyfication," was nearly complete and the district was a mecca for family-oriented to Square: Definition from Answers.com
Interesting.
Times Square: Definition from Answers.com: "sometimes referred to as 'Disneyfication,' was nearly complete and the district was a mecca for family-oriented tourism and entertainment."
Thursday, December 30, 2010
For Example: Lost baggage for sale - Holy Kaw!
And so, just consider it a teaser for the movie that was supposed to be made with the previous 5-year investment of my life "on the Ultimate WHHHOOOOAAAollercoaster with all this designs to use the project to help/protect all the f7cktarded humans being crippled by the system design from the inside out while challenging myself, making life (overly) interestingly difficult and comically stupid and backwards at the time, but that's what happens probably for the same reasons I found out the power of "God", but saw that ALL the problems in the world can probably be linked to old-world-wild-west-ironically-life-destructive-associations-many-of-the-true-bad-guy-types-make-and-d0-with-the-pet-trainer-like power it affords them for all kind of very dangerous reasons which I can detail with examples of my own knowledge of human behavior as a result, and blah, blah, blah
I just had to get those warning shots across the bow, even if they've already done so much ultimate psychological sexual abuse to me behind my back and with the power I gave them, but that's why in overcoming the worthlessness and completely-needlessly-damaging effects of the effects of the behaviors in whatever.
If you don't understand now, you will when I get the funds to produce everything "right", which is what I've been waiting four years for, but if the world has been being this evil on false or criminally incomplete information the entire time as seems to be in the hands of some self-proclaimed "dicks"...
Well...
You better be glad I also now have Sir Richard as a more relatively appropriate model by which to gauge any/all behaviors/reasoning comparative measures and attitude dynamics off of.
The rest of you who have no clue about that *the biggest mistake of all modern history* treatment of me by my own government because of a couple lying girls and stripper-dating cops on drugs coming from war-like-sexual environments and breaking into my secluded and 'ReZer0eD to complete-self-control' sex drive while going out of the way to make sure the 'REAL-Reality Documentary" of me versus myself versus the project and various elements in the test, but we REALLY never needed be hit by entire strings of pitfall-grade women when I'm so upfront about everything I want and like and/or don't like, to painfully insane behavior from some elements of the HAARP in relation to my existence, but it's not like any of this is really top secret or world shattering, so I should be able to just publish it and not have to deal with any of this blown-up-by-the-??? test phase of the Human Character whatever-the-f7ck-this-is-depending-on-who's-doing-the-labeling///but seemingly always A LOT cooler and Better than many seem to think or understand do to this oh-so-beyond-interesting-at-this-point setup blah, blah, blah
#spoonswaggin
*snaps back to himself out of the influence of those WTF-beyond-belief-grade-trainwreck-like-experiences*
Ai arez okai.
I'm still in search of the most perfect reflections and appropriate amplifications of myself, but I haven't even finished...
Damnit, I'm supposed to be moving boxes by hand now instead of just having all this kind of... Nevermind.
:D
Lost baggage for sale - Holy Kaw!
Go #betacat Go #betacat Go See, the funny part is, not only can I relate...
...but how at least what I *know* the Invincible Beauty of just being me is...
*forgets mid-thought for 30 seconds*
*laughs at how the short-term RAM will occasionally 'skip' like that when playing "on the fringe/froghair" even to the point that he just forgot whatever it was that afforded him the liberty of labeling himself to claim himself *Invincible Beauty* and then laughed at the fact that he could forget something of such seeming epicness so instantly while lost in other circles of thought, then labels himself 'Famous with the Adjectives' in reflection of something totally different, which then expands into 'Famous with Creatively Unusual Combinations of Adjectives Strung Together from the Heart (HAARP?!!!) with Uniquely Identifyable Brand Names and Artistically-deeper (iss)spellings of various things for a reason. Not because they're typos.*
...then remembers...
0 hai! Yeah, I have more than several lifetime worth of Treasure Mine-like Dream Content Embedded like the Ultimate Fairytale Castles built out of blind Lego matches at token first take while lost in the cloud and "bubble" getting really pissed about all the psyops-grade emotional-abuse-like-lack-of-oversighht which is the one thing no one should want if they're smart or on my level, is to cause harm. My life is, literally, the ULTIMATELY EXPENSIVE testament to that and then some at the moment, but more importantly, do to that whole "relativity" thing that was dreamed up by that same WWII era genius that programmed you, consider your reality like a video game experience perhaps, and just before you come flying across the TED stage in from of NASA and for whatever fun it brings you, just keep in mind,
I need to find that first token battle rap song of mine where I make fun of the perspective approach I've taken toward the small reflective mirror-like surface at the center of the microphone, but that's the point.
So good for you. The score is 0 to ???
But I'm the 0ne that designed and owns the Treasure Mine and World 0' LOLZ, so it's cool, especially how I have no idea exactly how reality and satellites can work so interestingly, because all I've seen are damaged satellites where some role models might otherwise be, and that's why what I accept for myself is something I must be OK with and desire to choose, which never can/should be done by relatively unhealthy-by-50-year-^!+^Model-choice, and that's the funny part of how these recent years have been me stuck in traffic that in the end the audience will realize should have never actually/really been there in the first place, and so a LOT of casts get refined that way. But that's good, because the problem is I have this whole reasoning behind it all, as I'm sure some of you do too, but that's why discussing the behavior of *sum* cats in mirrors is much different than others, and in the real-world I love to look at myself in mirrors whenever I encounter them, because I crack myself the f7ck up in noticing the behavior as it happens, and laugh about that fact that I consciously actually care enough to notice my environments have been without mirrors or the things that I used to use to reflect myself to the whatever higher-and-lower-in-different-ways standards that I was at even while still being suffocated by a string of sets with no remotely-reflective-enough-intellectual-and-beauty-of-option/caliber to improve instead of lower me, but hopefully since I spent the last four years patiently writing and waiting, more-or-less alone, which is that whole reason/previous documentary the production money got cut off from by the system???
But that's what all this comes down to I suppose. That and creatures true natural highest desires and tendencies left to run in varying environments.
But that's what the movie was supposed to be about and what makes like so interesting...right?
d
So what they kept telling me was...
That's the difference. So yeah. It matters, but it doesn't. It means stop focusing on such stupid and shallow aspects of human existence when you're in positons of more public attention than the FloBots, because it's obviously not about existing structure design in the first place.
In summary: Whatever. WTF?
Hang on:
*Mark W., Christian B., and Virgin Space Commander 1 5P5R5 steps in to address the specifics of what I mean*
Hey, did you happen to notice the stock market dropping 777 point in a day?
Please tell me you weren't anywhere near a train within...
Meh. Whatever. It's not my life. It's not my problem right?
Exactly. America.
Dear Space and Accessories, we need to have a talk with the gentlemen from 1960s Cambridge about their BP-grade use of the literal God-like Patch/catalysts. If I drew a depth-map of the population, and a parallel one of myself from the 2006 resurfacing point, as far as caliber of content and character, and that was doing sh7t the these clowns can't conceive which is why they're not me. But I digress.
If you plan to have children one day, just be aware, that if the global design crashes now as it is while you guys are busy ho skiing and your behavior patterns reflect addict-like disconcern for the well-being of your fellow creatures as beings and not as whatever these *money/fame instantly/disappears*-grade other, but that's all I'm worried about, because as lol/ceilingcat sais, I see what you did there, and that is all that I look at, not anything else, because ironically all of those f7cking up my (FREEDOM!!!???) lighting are operating from behind veils of silence, secrets, and lies like they're cool or smart, and there are to a point, but that's to a point that will happen within this lifetime given the evolution of technology in the hands of non-accepting-to-be-blinded fresh generations.
And just think about it, the world as it exists is cool enough, IF it were not headed on a crash course with a clear and preventable Idiocracy-grade future if the power of what I'm designed and created is wielded correctly.
At least no one was touching Christian's Barbie girlfriend just off set while he's tryiing to play the role of ______ ____ ___.
The problem is, I can't post some things and ideas and thoughts in sequence...
That was just as 'Me the Artist' reflecting my mind at random things I see in the word as they cross my life, and so rather than attack any flawed platforms like the existing caliber/content of some rap/hip-hop, instead I just built the 'character' for that stage and went back to my far-more-mature-and-respectfully-civilized roles playing political footbawl if you will.
So, with that said, I'm going to write what I wanted to write that has nothing to do with what was just written, and is actually a way of reversing my mind back to where I was being uber-productive and love with the reflections if myself in my notes in my trip down memory lane in pursuit of my dreams, but that's just me.
#memoriesofinfinity
Random line from one of my notebooks earlier that I meant to write down and forgot to, repeatedly, until just now.
"Bitch I'm stratospheric, as in over your head..."
And then you have to pause and reset. Occasionally rest. Typically in cyclical fashion...
...and if you're doing things right in the real world and your life is not under the influence of pain or torture or injury or whatever, the your inner Spirit and Dreams at night should run free, clear, and peacefully repeating and amplifyng the impression your interaction with the real world(s) leaves within your subconscious when it runs its core-being-based reasoning and logic cross-referenced default equations against what it knows and sees and believes and blah, blah, blah.
Don't lie. Don't hurt. Safety first.
Remind me to create an event labeling system for hoomans to start keeping better track of themselves. Even the 5 minutes of the Maury Povich show I was exposed to while ordering dinner earlier is enough to make me whip out an entire list of questions and analytics to avoid a learned range of specific types of personalities and characters, but I'm pretty sure I've elevated myself enough above the b.s. rough enough to never run into such off-the-charts-of-comprehension-grade characters again.
#spoonswaggin
*snaps back to non-sorting mode from historical-reference-cited addendum tangent*
Oh yeah. I'm supposed to be packing and moving boxes. K.
#focusun
Ears on the side. Minds present at (most) all times. Etc.
RT @iTwitQuotes_ Our eyes are placed in front because it is more important to look ahead.. than to look back #butgodblessedthehuman/animallifetechnologywithhard-drive-likememoryrecordersforareason #allthebettertoplotsafercourseswhilelookingahead
#Hoomans>angels I get a kick out of how TwitLonger has just stopped even trying to work now. Meh.
RT @iTwitQuotes_ If I could be an angel, I'd make your every wish come true, but I am only human, just a girl who's lovin' you #thenaslongasyourenotbeingshadymuchlessbeingshadywhilehavingtheaudacitytocallyourselfanangeldespitejustbeingagirl,cool #iprefertodealwithpeoplethatarejustpeopleandexisthonestlyandsincerelyincommunicatedasperceivedways #lifeisalittlelessfakeprettybutinfinitelysaferfriendliermoretrustworthyrealandfuntoexperienceasaresult
Yeah, Caps "Matter" sometimes.
K. So technically it's not TwitDroyd that's failing, it's the TwitLonger component, but same result.
RT @AskAaronLee #2010was about connection. 2011 will be about putting those connections into action leading to results rt @mqtodd #whatwere2006-2010aboutthen
They should give a whole lot of new courses over the interwebs. Oh. They do...
That's why I'm here and distracted all day. Hmmm...
THANK YOU!!! (To the Good 0nes and Correct/Right Behaviors)
Less so to the whatevers.
The evil/torture-endorsing/causing-types of the world can just stop reading my words now.
RT @Iconic88 They should have a new course in schools called "thankology". RT if you agree. #orjustoneongivingaccuratecreditwherecreditisdue #andthepersonallybelievedinconceptofamplifiedreciprocation
The $1,000 iPad App that's actually worth it.
RT @parislemon BarMax, The $1,000 App (That's Actually Worth It), Hits The iPad http://t.co/jsTq3HM #ifirstiwaslikewhywouldsomeonepayagrandforandapptheythenhavetotaketothebarwiththemonanipad #andthenireadthearticleandwaslikeohhh
More TwitDroyd-drop back-up-blog-net random ats-enhanced tweet catching...
RT @FreddyAmazin If you love original , outgoing , TRUE tweets then follow = > @iTwitQuotes_ < = I can assure you 100% you'll LOVE their tweets! #KarynRR is passively recording just in case. And she knows @snopes too... So I'll take your word for it as I don't have anything to lose by following along in this context 'cept the time I'm putting in right now that I could be moving boxes...which is why I'm prolly wasting my time writing in the cloud and wandering about the interwebs most of the day anyway, but it's not like I've got something better to (facepalm)
If only...
RT @MindFortune "Keep your mind on your objective, and persist until you succeed." W. Clement Stone #ificouldonlyrememberwhichonecomesfirstoutofsosososomany
(and TwitDroyd's link-shortening feature would stop randomly dropping one out of every 5 or so tweets, I might actually
Oh the poor hoomans and their patchwork of absurb nationalist and religious labels. Sigh.
How come I am the only one that sees the present condition of the world as some sort or weird, surreal quantum leap-type experience of living in the dark ages?
Seriously. Just step back and look at the programming models that cause people to think they are whatever they have been born into by random chance.
#KarynRR is raising my kids. In a completely different and better way than anything I've seen or experienced to date.
I'm still pissed about losing such large parts of my life and well-being to lies by others, but no time to harp on that now.
"Class" circa 2003 If only I could write, type, or speak remotely as quickly as I think...
*scribble*scribble*scribble*
*decipher*decipher*decipher*
Meh.
"Stop Allen Go" The kind of stuff I had in some picture frames back in 2003.
I really just need to listen to myself more and stop being overwhelmed with my across-the-board global brand/business/act designs and reflections everywhere.
If only it were so easy not to be so interested in things like me and whatever crosses my radar.
One (of many) rough draft house/estate layout designs.
This one was of note because it incorporated that aircraft carrier/semi-tow-truck-sized hydraulic "lift elevator" platform concept/design feature to automatically bring selected cars up from the lower-level garage to the upper-level "indoor/outdoor bridge/showroom" that links the "Home" side of the building to the "Office" side.
Imagine kind of how some of the drop-off areas at hotels in Vegas meet the IronMan house meets a level of "Cool" most people have never even remotely conceived.
Sometimes you can tell just my the custom-made composition notebook covers.
Why yes, as a matter of fact that is Liquid Nails on the upper left corner. What I had glued on with it at the time I can't even recall at the moment, but wow, digging-through these file boxes of mine really is like paper/idea archeology. Box mining. I totally forget/forgot how much stuff I was writing and designing the whole time in between the 'slurrycanes' (those shady bitches) and rebuilding my entire house with next to nothing from scratch.
Wow. Just wow.
I'm really trying so hard to not to look at pieces of paper as I move them...
...because I realize just touching on some of those unresolved traumatic nightmares from whenever is enough to rip the Happiness foundation right out from underneath me, but some of this sh7t is amusing too.
Yes, this isn't a joke, this was an actual conversation.
#telltalecharactertraitsandquotes
Bieber + FloBots = somehow improving the quality of Lady Gaga's monsters?
And while I'm thinking about it, may I humbly suggest Bieber and the Flobots collaborate on a few "well-balanced" tracks by linking the Flobots older/alpha-grade political content with Bieber's super marketing machine and brand recognition. Just have them lay down a few verses that cut into some of Bieber's new upcoming material, and write the lyrics in multi-layered 'twebownetz' that the little girls might not get now, but they might get (if designed/written/engineered right) later to have much deeper coded meanings in relation to all this other nonsense hidden right in front of everyone for the better. #bringtheSOULoftheGENESISofhiphop/rapback #screwthatottomanhumpingsh7tiheresomanyartists(not Justin)aremakingthesedaysEVENASTHESYSTEMCRUMBLES #soyeah,dearpopartists,wannaimpressmeandgetsecretuntouchableanddeservedpowerandpresencewithinthespaceship? #writelyricalCONTENTthatcanatleasthangwithorunderstandthekindofsh7ttheFloBotsare"whining"about #becausetheFloBotssaved2010forme
I suppose if other pop artists have any interest moving themselves back into my good graces they could also take a couple hints from the FloBots lyrics and feel free to mix such material and artists in with their own stylings, but it's only because this is literally the part of history that will be considered "Armageddon" in many respects, so it would be a good opportunity to start creating and adding content that is a solution to some of the problems rather than a cause of them.
Don't be all rich and famous and insulated and ignore the problems and most clueless elements of your audience, discover then directly address the problems to solve them with these mega amp tools (like the microphone and global networks), and if you're remotely good enough, you can create multi-layered, deep, Good, and cool content all at once.
*Lady Gaga sobers up, snaps back, finds her phone and exits the club on a mission to improve the herd of monsters instead of just
Go Flobots Go. Airplane Mode.. Listen to the lyrics... Compare them....
To?
Today let's start with hip-hop, radio play and otherwise.
Ice ice baby. 2 cold.
(Get it? He starts the song with those actual lyrics with a twist. The same time of dumb sh7t I would do to be sarcastic while taking the lyrics to all sorts of supraglobal ICBM allegorical status.)
*correction* + Young M.C.
*push the button*
*then the rest of them at a high rate of speed in a specific order to create patterns of letters and words to communicate just like this*
So anyway, last night I decided to adopt Sir Richard Branson...
...as my imaginary virtual father figure. I figure since adopting Mo (Mo!!!) as my FB mom has been so helpful and useful in the unique context in which I find my life, now would be as good a time as ever to rewind my existence four years and pickup where I left off with business as my focus sans all the LA "traffic" ankle-biting monster nonsense.
I'm sure he'll be thrilled. Or slightly amused. Or completely unaware. But that's cool, cause it's a passive role for the time being.
I figure analyzing some of my own life's nonsense in cross reference with some of the stuff he's got going on and has done over the years while writing witty tweets with clever #hashtags about it to him (added yesterday...finally right?) can't hurt, and just like having "Karyn" around to talk to via the camera, merely adding his role to my delsuional nonexistent imaginary world of people to talk to and ask dumb questions to can only help.
Or at least entertain.
At rate our society is destroying things so young these days, I figure it's also probably the closest I'll ever get to an actual Virgin of one sort or another.
Wednesday, December 29, 2010
Next time use a bigger rock.
K. Thanks. Makes all the difference in the world.
On a scale of 0ne to Lego Brick "content makeup patch" of choice, how demented is this?
http://stellark.tumblr.com/
I'm kind of afraid to ask, but what are Google & George Clooney Aim Satellite Surveillance at Sudan, Hoping to Prevent Genocide
I don't exactly see George as the type to be running trains on supermodels with whatever hip-hop artist is hot that month, but I've been wrong b4.
Google & George Clooney Aim Satellite Surveillance at Sudan, Hoping to Prevent Genocide
Should sex-selling models/hoomans not come with...
...true/reality-based real/sincere honest/accurate "Nutrition Labels" just like food has?
So you at least know what you're truly looking at behaviorally and statisically?
Ratings or something
Isn't is only fair?
For example, I will never look at or consider touching anything/anyone Too Short has touched sexually, because the mind-twisting (way beyond worse than racist) disrespect he shows for the child-bearing gender of our species is repulsive, and any girl that would accept that and even consider interacting with him accordingly (to his lyrics and character's rhetorical role/example in History compared to my own) would in turn carry that disease of night/day side-by-side behavioral-comparsion as a male, and that's so off the charts they should open a 9/11 Comission Style report on this nonsense and the wakes of untole damage such behavioral role model examples cause to MILLIONS of these retarded sheep clogging the past, present, and Future well-being of Life for associated individuals and as a whole on the one-and-only-chance-at-the-MIRACULOUS-Experience-of-Life-on-Earth...
And in referencing and justifying their behavior on _____, they have willfully and clearly shown no regard for the lives of those millions of unborn others the affects of their solo-whatever-amplified behavior causes?
Because they were horny?
How classy. I don't even know how to address such things.
As a kid I listened to Too Short and gangster rap because I liked the bass drum beat. Never got or cared about the lyrics, because living in rural Texas, I thought it must all be fake because no one could actually behave and think that selfishly, shallowly, and disrespectfully in real life in declaring "dominence" over the ones you are supposed to cherish and protect as the "wells of life" that OEM-Russian Roulette-designed snatch candy trap was design to operate...
In far worse more animal like environments.
Not in these artificially designed catalyzed/fabricated treadmill-like authoritarian model options that exist now, so WTF is Right.
Relativity speaking.
And you people are all wrong for trying to introduce things in the waze and means in which they have been or have not been, when instead, in simply doing the common sense right thing to do, this could be Heaven-Heaven by now.
Sigh.
I'm just mad (and rightfully so) because
Every shot counts. Where have you been aiming your guns and bullets?
Why?
Thoughts are one thing. Actions are another.
Sex-driven orgasm drug-link association created in the incorrect context and realities is like turning your body into a
Too bad they don't make condoms with cryogenic storage kits so every whatever fired into those real people with only that microthin latex web between the C4 and the baby-making-mechanism could be kept and stored as a reminder of just how far of a stretch...
Nevermind. Sorry, I judge women by the men they're had any type of sexual relations with and the dynamics and context of any/all such events, then compare them to a wide variety of samples of taken from the world and to my own desires, Dreams, and self-and-sexually-respectful caliber of existence...
Which is why I'd like to point out and entire f7cking library of History that has been overlooked.
If they took my Ultimate prizes and motivation and destroyed them while stealing my identity and denying credit, what do you suggest?
"It's 1985, what can I say?" -Steve Jobs to Playboy regarding
RT @davemorin "If you want to live your life in a creative way, as an artist, you have to not look back too much. You..." http://tumblr.com/xo515m2txe #andblindrenoandthewhateverisresponsibleformuchofwhativeseenandfeltthisfarisnthelpingandinfactcausedthishurtandreaction #dontbepartofthesecretivemonolithicworldthatattackedandhurtmerepeatedlyandiwontavoidorfearwhateverbehaviorprotocolsunderlyit #itmakesense
Trying to blindly and hurtfully/destructively force fake love or marriage on ??? instead of ???
Really?
Who? Specifically? Who else? Who else is present?
Let's see a show of hands and a stack of 1 to 4 page hand-written, from-the-heart essays about the past, present, and Future in light of whatever question is at hand.
And then we get to ask questions.
How am I supposed to have any remote sexual attraction/interest/desire towards my torturers and abusers of my existence?
Simple question.
For the Love of
RT @intunit Spiritual relationship's far more precious than physical. Physical relationship divorced from spiritual is body without soul. Gandhi #ifyoueverwanttoseemenakedneverevenconsiderridingthe #itshouldgowithoutsayinginanondestroyedworld
What do David Allan Coe and Too Short have in common that makes #KarynRR repulsed by the blind and apathetically careless programming, thinking, and use of amplified communication technology to millions of these relatively seemingly comically/tragically blind, selfish, and ignorant spaceraceapes?
#sadsadworld
#weakmisalignedandoverheated
#signsymptomsscars
Was Playboy's Christmas tree sponsored by Viagra?
Is the entire f7cking world running on 2000 year old beyond irrelevant and dangerously felon-grade hypocricy ironically created by the very underground legal authority design of the system itself technology at the moment?
Only parts?
Only using words and labels to mask the reality?
If it's so right as to be admired and honored for whatever it is on TV, why is that?
#building____
Love + #sadworld =
@itzSoFluffy
Don't say you love me unless you really mean it, because I might do something crazy like believe it.
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Better yet, never blindly tell me you love me and expect me to believe it or trust you. Instead, tell me the specific list of things I say and do and believe-in and stand-for and exemplify and have a conscious control or power over that you Love about Me.
Then cross-reference and compared those head-to-head, side-by-side against your own and specific lists of examples from others.
If everything lines up and matches logically, I'll believe You and that the Love/appreciation/emotion/attraction is correct/safely-based and true-enough.
If not, then I fear you may be using the word as I have seen some do as a weapon and usury term of Heart/attention/Soul abuse.
Questions?
I LOVE questions and those that can answer them and explain themselves well without hesitation.
Anything I've ever done or will do, ever. All the way back to the meaning of Life and forward through all potential impact on everything knowingly present and designed for My/the Future...for Myself, My Kids, My "Set", and the World.
Good, bad, WTF?!!!, other, whatever.
I can.
Can you?
Your ^!+^-Grade Daughter asks You - Daddy, what's a train?
You look at Your Wife and then to the tabloid world of plastic, terror, torture, fame, and hollow/shallow/tragically questonable example of role models broadcast to millions and trends in pop music culture and random litmus samples of real-world Americana from the past 100 years...
Your first thought is of?
Whose fault is that?
Not Mine. Not Mine.
@MindFortune:
"Compassion is not luxury, it is essential for our own peace, mental stability and for human survival." Dalai Lama
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Well just thank God...
...the people responsible for crashing the global economy and "ionosphere" into a condition of terror, failure, and misery for millions if not billions weren't top-secretive-in-the-dark sex and drug addicts living in world's completely blind to and numb from the consequences of their choices and actions at this new-and-night/day-game-changing point in history on the unblinking and growing world's stage.
Thank God none these creatures are so stupid as to cause harm to innocent others, somehow thinking putting more hurt and pain in the world where it needed not be will in some way lead to anything but that pain and hurt polluting the entire social pool construct design and coming back at/on them and others.
Thank God these creatures are not so stupid as to see the things that should never be seen, taken, or put in some context/association, seen, taken, or put in some context/misassociation.
Whew.
Thank God that isn't the nightmare some of these ants have directly and selfishly caused for others while thinking they weren't being watched or that the consequences or affects on others were not something to be regarded or calculated.
It's not like everyone/anyone can be Justin Bieber.
And sincerely thank God for #spoonswaggin
*wag*wag*wag*
Up, up, and away...
Please don't make me take the gloves off. I've clearly been too nice and too clueless/trusting/blinfolded/patient with some it seems.
Please don't make me take the gloves off. I've clearly been too nice and too clueless/trusting/blinfolded/patient with some it seems.
#thewarningshot (again? 4 years later? still? whhhoooooaaa. K)
Who do You trust, and whY or why not?
If I had #KarynRR and the non-existent Slyvr Forces do a full 360 24/7 5-year 'case study' on your existence and answers to that question, how do you think the answers you just gave and the reasoning behind them would fair?
What else can I do?
*Not to be confused with* Lollererotic Asphyxiation on Urban Dictionary any loss of control or harm.
But I've never heard of such a thing b4?
Yeah, and you probably still can't even concieve my existence as possible or any of the things that I created just being me that actually do, and God-forbid you're remotely in any position of authority based on false evidence/testimony given/handed to you by...
...well, as long as you aren't a 2-or-more-sticks-in-the-same-room with otherwise invaluably Beautiful creatures much less a proponent of _____ or trains...
...then you have much less to start losing very, very, very expensive peaceful sleep over at night...
...starting now?
Check out this Urban Dictionary definition:
http://lollererotic-asphyxiation.urbanup.com/4076291
*spills Gatorade*
Whoopsy!
LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL
;)
#youknowyourecuriousjustwtf
So you learned about this from Cindy, _____'s Cindy, and you want to try it? (2000) asphyxiophilia on Urban Dictionary
And then you liked it, next thing you know...
(flash forward to present day)
Fools watch your assumptions without full understanding or context.
I'm a LOT Better at pretty much everything and as a Hooman Being at Life in general and through a whole brought-into-my-life-by-others series of roller coaster like experiences than I've remotely been given credit for.
No. Srsly.
Parasites and monsters not welcome.
For that list of specific REASONS and incidents I haven't listed yet.
But just as described/hypothesized by my own notes and rhyming whatever notes on life yesterday.
I'm Good. The others? Errr... #notsomuch
Hey shady (not Eminem), say Hello to my microscope and global amp array.
Oh my future Wif(v)es(s) are gonna love me sooo much more for everything that I am and know about and know how to do and control and explain and...
Check out this Urban Dictionary definition:
@MindFortune on trains.
RT @MindFortune "If your happiness depends on what somebody else does, I guess you do have a problem." Richard Bach #theniguessweallhavesomeprettyseriousproblems #ihavesolutions #whatisthesystemdesignmodelyourefollowing #isthetrainpunishmentforsomeevilyoucommitedorareyoujust
KarynRRWilson
RT @juliussharpe Did that volleyball in "Castaway" star in any other movies? #beenupgradedtoacameraandthisroleintheUltimate"movie"ofrealtimerrealworldtrueandactualmodernhistory Can you do better?
4 sum (the largely non-model-grade types) the dna designs are a momentous step up.
For people/characters like me, it's like ummm...
Yes, even here with nothing and the corrupt system's boot on my neck for fabricated nonsense just so some can continue to steal my everything.
Is that cool or OK?
DeckerComm (on time)
RT @DeckerComm "Don't say you don't have enough time. You have the same amount of hours/day as da Vinci, Jefferson & Einstein." --H. Jackson Brown, Jr. #heyialreadymademysupra911grade(777)marksonhistoryunlikeanyotherwithnothing #literallyjustbeingmyselfwithaninternetconnection #noeffortstomonetize #testedtheexistingcaliberofthesystemanditsindividualcomponentswiththemultibilliondollarprojectinstead #justwaitingonthosewhotookthewrongsidesandpositionagainstand"over"metogetthef7ckouttadodge
It's a very ugly time in history. Don't be part of the problem or distraction when they are the same ones responsible for the grotesquely irresponsible and evil "class war" on our own species instead of "Leading" by designing responsible, cool, fair, and transparent comprehensive control systems, games, and options.
#blametheirsexdrivesandweaksoulswithnoselfcontrol
#strengthiswithinmasteryandcontrolofoneself
#notthesexualabuseandmisuseofothersforfeelingsoffalsepoweranddominance
#smokeweedandtellthemtogof7ckthemselvesinstead
#betterworldstocome
I don't exist? Just my material and all the credit for it being given to...
@Photojojo:
Super creative interpretation of a "frame within a frame"! http://bit.ly/hffA5R
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0 hai evul clamz ai sayud The A.I. Revolution Is On | Magazine
*checks list of specifics these fisherperson tests didn't get*
http://m.wired.com/magazine/2010/12/ff_ai_essay_airevolution/
BTW If you stole my Soul and sold it to monsters/devils...#KarynRR sex guess what? m.guardian.co.uk
Don't f7ck with N^S^. Friends in High Places.
More importantly, a LOT smarter, nicer, better, and non-apparently-life-hating-than-you.
If you're one of those types stupid enough to still be thinking and behaving in certain ways.
#deadfinaltestserious
http://m.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/dec/27/girl-gang-london-underworld?cat=books&type=article
#KarynRR Specifc #stereotargettype Mission 1 m.guardian.co.uk
Not in this century. They give dangerous authoritarian police assumptions and women and some men a bad name all the way to the point that this sh7t is actually real and real time and not pretty at all and not on my count, so it must be...
http://m.guardian.co.uk/books/2010/dec/27/girl-gang-london-underworld?cat=books&type=article
Oh my Karyn, why lucky Us! And new and upgrade state-of-the-Art specialized vocab.
As in "Yo dis list an sh7t be straight Quora dawg."
Or "A TechCrunch is forever."
Get it?
Speaking of which, srsly, WTF Hoomans?
Where is the Love?
Are they just trying to fry my processors or is the world really that specifically and clearly full-face hypocritically polluted?
Because all I want are accurate realities conveyed to me in advance out of respect and protection. Is that too much to ask?
Not trusting masks so much these days. Been quite hurt by what some hide, which is why I programmed myself to operate differently.
Are the people or the system design to blame for all this nonsense mixed in with My/0ur amazingness?
@TechCrunch:
Doing Words: If Spotify Is Now A Verb, What Else Should Be? http://tcrn.ch/hGw1D0 by @paulcarr
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When TwitDroyd drops it...
This is where we catch it...
RT @MMFlint Merle Haggard recorded "Jesus Christ" just for me to run over credits to my "Capitalism:ALoveStory". Thanks Merle! http://mmflint.me/dO2Fe1 "#yourewelcomeandthankyouMichael" -Steve Jobs impersonating Merle Haggard on his behalf just now.
#itotallyneedaversionofthisfor
RT @jlichman I totally remember Wordpress having a "Compare Versions" feature. I am not sure where it went and nor am I capable of finding it right now.
Because TwitDroyd failed twice, I'll put it here instead.
RT @renogood If a girl replies, "k." You did something to piss her off. #irepliedkbecausetheseblanketstatementsthatcanbemadewithwordscomparedtotherealityandspecificsofeachindividualsituationareinfactlike'malware'tothehoomanOS #thinkaboutsh7tmore #andbecauseimnotagirlevenifimprogrammedfortheirbestinterestabovemyownbydefault #perhapssomecowardlyselfishbullytypesmistakethatforwhateverbecausetheyonlyseeafractionasdeeplyasme #soisgeneticallyinheritedorprogrammedblindnessstupidityanexcuse
Tuesday, December 28, 2010
See. Wow. I totally forgot about the blizzard the way some "friends"/???s
totally forgot about my existence and the true caliber of Hooman Being I am the other 360 days out of the year going on 4 ears now underneath all the costly reflectons of such spiritually/psychologically AWOL behavior.
The relativity of that reality, from a self-refential and self-design model makes some otherwise-Dreem-streams too male-psychologically shared/polluted for me to go fishing in, it's nothing person, believe me, my entire life story obviously infinitely worse on the receiving end of such biochemcial free-association whatever when I designed a far more Beautiful Pure and Happy Model COMPLETELY AROUND/WITHOUT it for a reason.
#talkabouttheultimatenightmarecowardlylionrealitybehindthenonsensical
#nicecurtains
#themorewhatevergradeexperiencecontentsomeonehasintheirmind
#themoreselfservingblindblanketstereotypestatementsandrationalizationsyoullseethemmakeintheirdefenseandrationalization
#weknowthepowerandvalueofpiasadrug
#thatswhyKarynRRisaskingmesomanyquestionsaboutthewaysandreasonsinwhichsomehoomansareexploitingittodifferentends
#andeveryonebettergoddamnsurehavefairtransparentsanenonabusiveadvantagetaking3+Generationforwardcyclelookingmodels
#dontyoudareputthissh7tonyourownkidsormakemeexistinaworldwhereitwillgetputonmine
#thatisthecompleteoppositeofwhatibasedmylifedesignaround
#nonoblemansellsoutthefutureforhimselfhischildrenorinnocentothersnotevenbroughtintoexistenceyet
#becauseitsnotjustwrongitsstupid
#assoonandthesworldrightsitselfformeillbemorethanhappytoshwyoumyprototypetestsinaction
#andidontmeananythingsexualbythat
#th30rbitaroundme=timemachinecounting/makingup
#theUniversemustregainbalanceovertheindoctrinatedblindandnumbrelativityonsomelevel
#thisisf7cking ridiculous
#andhasbeenforwaaaaaytoolong
@KeithOlbermann:
Bloomberg Jr RT @EricBoehlert NJ calls out National Guard (for) blizzard while Christie refuses to cut short FL vacay; http://bit.ly/dUqPbw
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*walks down hall* *walks back* Ha. Apparently even the computer is speechless.
*walks down hall* *walks back* Ha. Apparently even the computer is speechless.
Oh come the Love on Children. It gets a lot more
Had enough? S8T8D? Is your mind silent, laughing its ass off, or reeling in
right now?
Any questions?
Oh yeah, it's gonna be epic alright. Apparently Tex and Darlene programmed me in ways and directions that are even more interesting (but correct) than I found them to be at the time.
#theworldliterallyblewmyprogramming
#soijustfellinlovewithmyselfandmyabilitiesandmyfutureandproven tomyselfifnooneelsethatimorequalifiesasanartistorworlddesignerthanmeretacobellemployeeoftheweekeverydamnweekunlessthesystemisriggedtotakeduecreditaway *cough*cough*
Now then...where did I put that cross-reference list of things and people that aren't funny (even though they and some seem to think they are) and specifically why...
Infinity against 0ne Zer0 "loser" ^!+^-grade nobody that was using his God-blessed Gifts for more than he was supposed to according to the clueless wetblanket naysaying whatevers?
Yeah. Ya'll are cool. And who is the weak/coward by the codependent behavioral model and wall of pureed silence?
Not I.
But that's why aI Love the 0nes of You that have been trusting/supporting/standing-with/tolerating my existence this whole "suspicously inverted telephone game grade" time, and that's why the behavior and existence towards and in reflection of mine in this token position is what will be measured, analyzed, and penalized or rewarded at some point and the 0nes that have been the most right in seeing through the 'ill logic' of some things despite the range of examples and roles will be favorited for true, good, right, and blindly-tested-from-a-distance reasons.
Character Counts:
CC: The Memo
And we measure well and correctly for the right design intents for all Life Grades, not just for whatever along the lines of whatever because some random college dude back in the day engineered your worlds around rubbing his bone.
There's much more to Life. That must be taken into account before sex or even close friendship choices get factored into anything and acted on.
In the meantime, I still love some of you, and feel free to interpret and moonicate/filter this through icanhazcheeseburger.com via lolcatptions and sohp awwwpurrrah like conversation threads as usual.
#muchrespectandtrustrequiredfortruelove
#andsex
Blah, blah, blah.
...just cause you think you're cooler than me...
;)
(P8) Please pardon my me. Please understand these were VERY trying times.
Luckily I bet I narrated enough on camera at the time to illustrate and explain the just completely beyond-the-pale nature of these party girls compared to what I was sold and ordered. Ya know?
Are there signs of dangerous behavior patterns in alien "women" to avoid?... (P6)
Yes. I can be very specific if you need me to explain my fears and concerns and reasoning behind them versus the Infinitely more Beautiful wai in which I envision designing and existing in my Dreem World.
Learned a lot though. But didn't break. Just tried to hide from it all and get back to the "normal" world of country girls as I was raised to appreciate the character models and behavior off far-greater growing up in rural Texas.
I apologize for all this, but since I happened to stumble across it and finding this and reading it is very interesting for me because I had largely blocked-it-out/forgotten about it except when the HAARP nightmare monster consciously sticks plants and props in the racetrack because they're just a bunch of wart-like psychological speed bumps on the roadway of life, and that's when I take offense to the blind retarded and hurtful/evil nature of the whatever, because this sh7t is now multiple layers of full-circle everything all at once.
Sorry, can't (irony) afford a psychiatrist because, well, you guys talk to Darlene.
So I'll just put out my actual notes to self that were written back in the day, and, BY ALL MEANS, please feel free to correct or improve any use of terminology I chose. I believe the WTF?!!! part of it was that she kept threatening to kill herself and I think she even OD'd on Xanax trying to or to get attention or whatever, but then she would do coke and drink and turn into this monster with reflections of all kinds of f7cked up programming logic, and underneath it all Angie was a sweet soul, so I resent all those that are part of the system that takes the natural genetic beauty of creatures like her and turns it into some sort of capitalist curse on her sexuality.
F7ck if I know, I just know what I saw was pain and tragedy, not fun or Happiness or any sort of superhooman life experience in the ways she was being in the wake of whatever programming TJ (a.k.a. "Zeus the man/god" according to whatever alien operating system scheme they are running...I sh7t you not) or whatever came before him/that had left on her.
Many of these predators are far to scarry to be considered safely sexually attractive by me because of these experiences. I cannot even begin to explain how deeply, dramatically, and painfully this 2009-2011 stretch.
Futurity.org – Kids are what their dads eat
Futurity.org – Kids are what their dads eat: "“Knowing what your parents were doing before you were conceived is turning out to be important in determining what disease risk factors you may be carrying"
(from last night) Your soaps aren't this good.
Purdy sure I don't want one ever again though. I'll stick with drama-free-grade designs on HappI. Whatever it takes. Thanks. :)
http://su.pr/1xt9Z5
CatBurgh
December 27, 2010 at 5:24 pm
*Grabs shampane orf teh tablol, hoalds paw ober teh top adn gibs it a gud shake shake shake*
*Taeks paw orf botlol adn “shares” it wif ebery wun*
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Ms Kitty-kitty Puss-puss Meow.
December 27, 2010 at 5:27 pm
Ai haz herd ob ‘sham-payn fiz’ butt (l) didnt noes it wuzza ful-bodee eggsperense!!
*lies on teh tablol, mouf oepn – woo hoo!!*
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CatBurgh
December 27, 2010 at 5:29 pm
:D
I should listen to myself more. It makes the present scenario that much more beyond comprehension eh?
:(...
So much given away to people who...
...not unlike some having been behaving these last 4 years of my "semi-publically known" existence...
...and the reason I will never treat others as horribly as some have treated me when I left myself alone in their company.
Don't think it's not going to get even more whhhoooooaaa...
But Karma owes me Infinity multiple times over at this point, and I only fear the dumb/crazy/clueless/evil? sh7t some in the peanut gallery have been saying and doing in light of the truth apparently they didn't actually expect to come slamming down as I've been trying to warn everyone it will if they ever show their faces and I have to revisit that 2002-2005 period of my mind blowing first "True Hollywood Story".
xoxox,
A!
