RT @teenagesleuth You trust a 2000 year old book,written by 40 different men over 100s of yrs,translated from 50 versions in 4000 languages including Klingon. #no Tah Dah!!! (Again.) Exactly my f7cking point. Never try to force or sell me something BLINDLY that has already HURT ME DIRECTLY at the time I needed help most and made the most-painfully-regretable mistake of building my life around it...only to...w84it, w84it, w84it...have 1.5 years of the historical narrative polluted and destroyed from the inside out with salt? You would dare to even suggest that I put myself in the care of that company? The one that supposedly has everything, yes was only very-beyond-wrong to me and the test narrative with it? I don't want her tears. I don't want her nightmares. I don't want the f7cktarded logic I'm hearing underlying trying to take the also blind advice of others who aren't me and have built and created the 17 I did. That it not them. They are not me. I'll what I f7cking want. If you're mean to me or others are cause harm to my superior design options model(s) that have been carefully thought out through all contexts on all tables, then you aren't understanding, I'm worried about fixing the course of history with my depth of thought and designs and choices and blah, blah, blah. That means erasing the sources of psychological pollution, not adding to them. The bottom line in, any ceatures sick enough to cowardly stand behind lies, secrecy, indirect miscommunication, actually-causing-harm-and-destruction-to-otherwise-epic-project-they-were-invited-into-with-all-my-generous-and-upfront-disclaimers-and-then-using-that-false/real-harm-they-caused-to-reattack...a superior specimen and Soul that just happened to be lying in the ditch by the side of the road be he was so beyond ok with this "kligon-grade traffic" that he just took the proverbial Ferrari off the track and turned it into a lab/test beacom/open book story...
That *some* of these hawks
But the...what does the Stephen Colbert tell them in my diaspora on my behalf? And what is the fine list for the various things but Stephen has had to witness them trying to do to my embattle sense of everything.
Gee, hmmm. Couldn't possibly have the first clue why.
Maybe we should get "Ceaser" here (The Dog Whisperer) to simple explain you Gad durn retarded herd pack animals like things with clipped-from-the-start programming. You can't even build or have a *correct* way of thinking if you are just basing it on these invisible lines someone else draws because you're the kind of whatever that accepts people drawing lines while hiding in the dark where as I'm the kind of person that says, fine, if you want me to believe something, just show it to me in action, and the only troubling part to this story and my reality is still, given the 5 (what's the excuse for this direct-cause-of-the-problem inability to communicate directly to me???) has such totally hit-and-miss Lego Like Hooman patches in it itself at this point, it seems trying to force the old-world cart in front of the New Era hyperdrive Source Point isn't working to well, because, look at the story from the last 4 years. Everyone has had a role. Some good. Some bad. Some ulgy. Some sick. Some injured. Some hurt. Some poor. Some not birth-righted. Some clipped. And lied to. And cheated on. And heartbroken. Repeatedly. Instead of being helped as a fried from the start first like any civilzed Human.
A completely myopic agency structure will far too much nefarious self-centered intent in the narrow corridor halls of power in the ancient roman design presently on fire and sinking...because...
K. Who's in charge again? Because we need to have a talk and question and answer session, in person, face-to-face about priorities (*lightning crackles in your mind*) and
Principle(s) (*the thunder goes*) and principAl(s) (*bO.Om*)...
First and Foremost. For if not there can truly be no Fun for anyone.
So as I was just thinking before @teenagesleuth said something along the lines for me, this is a question of pet ownership. It doesn't have to be. But it is. That is what it breaks down to. But if I am the/a Hooman equivalent of the Dog Whisperer by nature from the start, but also happen to be a dog, and a Cat, and an everything else 17 from the start. So let's simply look at where systems designs come from, and the minds behind them, and any/all damage they might have done to mine. Because that is the only thing I'm concerned about for all of us.
If you can't explain everything you do straightforwardly and directly with the underlying logic behind it and it truth and consequence and context, then how can I trust or want to be around such sources of relative "elite" brick-in-the-wall logic that cannot even explain itself or its behavior towards me in logical, sane, fair, open and honest terms in the same way I can communicate myself even from when locked in boxes of blindly labeled misassociation at a distance...for four years...by people who will not even speak to me directly while "borrowing and planting" all these SupraNuclearGrade self-analyzing pieces of reflector-like Art about the galaxy to try and regain some meaningful and worthwhile frame of visual Dreem reference looking forward into space as it exists. I'm Morris at Soul and Heart. Just like friends, I just want a very, very, very small group o quality 0nes that understand me and whom I can trust to protect me and not harm me and even invest themselves into me at the test token points when that was still an option.
If you can't be as good or a better creature than the Jaguar at heart, then whatever I have to gain by the association is not worth the respect I will lose for myself, and so until the whole situation just gets a lot more clear and correct and specific communication, I would humbly request that for Christmas everyone just drop it and stop it.
If things and people aren't being addressed and considered from the right way in the start, then all the rest of this is just more damage and pollution too because the blinds on which it is forced have not passed the True Goodwill (only) test by any stretch. And since that is counterintuitive to my best interest and the best interest of the story and audience to accept after the 4 plus years of psyops nightmares and dreams hurled at through me in exchange for offering the interestingly-unique creative ability and research-like data collection and design project I ha turned it into...but then it was just supposed to be a book...but then apparently it got so taken over by the aliens it has become an inside joke matter of global national security...
So you're more that welcome to propose me, I'm flattered. But I you really wanted to impress me, you would have used your power and influence within the system as a neutral friend to rescue the project...because it's worth more than most (I would say you, but I don't know who you are, although it occurs to me I should just stop beating around the bush like these other whatevers and just start targeting clearly-referenced to specific people and specific events open letters directly)...and appreciates that's you're all powerful and rich and blah, blah, blah, big whoopty friggin do, but I out grew that phase, and so there is a lists attributes as to the ways people must approach and regard me in order for me to remotely trust anything they have to offer or have to say, and you know I hate salesman/saleswomen types, especially ones promoting towards/at me things that are not in my remote desire or best interest, when in fact it appears otherwise, and if they simply operating towards me as I would towards them or any other, I would simple present myself for whom I am and the things for what they are, and just explaining the overarching context of the world and relativity and impact and right verus wrong verus good vesus bad versus cause versus effect versus harm versus blah, blah, blah, blah, blah.
The point is, I'm alone, but I'm not alone, but I can't trust all the people I'm not alone with, and that's why I'm alone. Safety from whatever thinking is the source of not considering me far more repectful and compassionate 'human' viewpoints to begin with.
I don't trust latex-grade relationships period.
I feel guilty and ashamed of the conditon the world is in everytime I turn on my computer or TV.
With everything I've gone through and endured to uniquely position this narrative as I have, and the impact its echos still have worlds, are the Hearts and Minds those echos impact what's important in choosing? Why do I/We need/want _______? What will I have to lose/sacrifice/give-up in exchange?
Is it worth it? To you? To me? To them?
I'm always for increasing value and turning negatives into positives, but depending on how some people are counting and seeing or not counting and not seeing things, I don't know.
So I'm just going to free my mind from being harsassed by the others in positions of
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