Sei! If I could align my poor-0verloaded and previously sabotaged Mynd with this degree of Win/Confidence/Security everydai then I would never go into those 'flurries' with my tail about 'what the f7ck is really going on and how can this worst case after worst case after worst case blah, blah, blah scenario be possible hoomans' as I focus my laser-like 'hyfrequency-thought-cycle-processor' on all those negatives and frustrations and unknown but highly suspected with random bits of varying shades of souls mixed in causing me that 'hope for the best but prepare for the worst as it has happened sooooo insanely/impossibly many times before to the point that it actually ironically causes this fear-like condition of being blind-sided by people you trust when no matter what no relationship or dynamic should ever exist or even transition in such a vacuum of truth and intenbt in communication in the first place'...but there are some weak links that sometimes then make it scary/difficult to trust entire communication and Spirit chains-of-like-minded-thought.
Sooo...
I'll just remain in the blissful Utopia of non-negative-reality-causing 0ptimisim based on my 0wn blueprints and what I can Dreem of and thynk of and know I have an entire Lifetime's worth of Evidence proving I deserve and appreciate and value Sum Things and People and Principles more than others on this Earth and that is why I should deserve to feel safe and Happy and Special and be able to reciprocate projecting all those HYFRQNC 'Love' abilities and Infinitely-Better Facets of my Mynd and Ability and Existence instead blah, blah, blah I'm not even supposed to be typing or publishing because it just retards my ability.
I don't have enough paws or computers to work on multiple projects at the same time on with them if I did. Yet.
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