It's because I have a very strong character. And it is a programmable and understood one. But its lines and reflections and behavior protocols have been shaped by

varying things in varying ways.

But many of the harnesses are just self locks on myself because or regarding my role in existence in the model of an archetype character for a future, more presumably transparent with Evolution society, so I wanted me Dreem House box and blah, blah, blah - but I wanted it equipped with the right cast of the right kind of reflections I need to see.

And please tell me Paris didn't borrow my idea for a racing team I threw out their years ago when I STILL haven't even been allowed to exist properly to implement my ideas correctly and so all these other ones concern me deeply sometimes, because at first I won't get credit for all the stuff I invented that was borrowed/stolen, but when the story comes full circles back around as it moves forward through time, all questions will most likely get answered, and depending on what those answers are...

Just remember 'flock' I set the bar really low by trying to 'rescue Sandy' in exchange for simply sticking around to keep me company and allow me to rescue me from the other collateral habitual pattern routines, but any time I take the effort to invest my focus on something much less some certain things intently that are still light years ahead of where that 'circumstantially discounted' last token OK-now-the-world-owes-me-everything instead rationalization credit switch...so I don't know what these designs and concerns these other kids have are, but I want my TryDent orbiting 'sphere of dangerously dedicated attention' Aces  or whatever I need to call them, but I'm telling you it's all about programming and relativity and the how the world strikes and programs you while growing up blah, blah, blah...

And man, talk about some psychological striking, WTF you guys? 
Why is there so much darkness and ill will mixed into a planet who control constructs are in the same condition as a circus?  That I don't get. Or the retardedly deafening and life destroying secrecy as I'll I've had to do is learn to read people on multiple levels.

So, if _ = in exchange for the right behavior and commitment was remotely possible and able to attempt to be distantly fathomed or ratonalized in the context of the token examples within the narrative, then of course the other Brand Posterchild and Role Model Examples are eligible for redemption depending on the ways they've been seeing, treating, and considering me in their minds and their lives and the ways it's affected their interaction with others...and how they have judged and considered others behavior towards me and mine towards them, if you're lolcat grade then you can prolly appreicate the beauty of the tests and the langauge on the signs.  Which helps.

Carry on.