The Impact of Negative/Traumatizing Psychology caused Real Harm (Duh.) Guess which DVD is running a tab under my name at the Santa Monica library

Since I accidentally returned the case without the DVD, which was still in my portable player, where I started, but still haven't finished watching it. It's sitting in my DVD or right here on the desk next to me, whatever, because I kept having to close the windoe everytime it opened first thing after reboots, and so I think it's actually not in the machine at the moment, but the point is...HAVE YOU SEEN IT YET?

Like I said, me neither. The difference being I have been the inverse of evil my entire life, because I see it as a severly self-destructive dynamic and 'adulteration' if the Beauty of the otherwise Spirited animal-like nature and play drive within all of us. But the way in which certain things are controlled and associated is everything, and whatever you're lifelong behavior and the underpinning rational and reference examples in it have been, you should probably watch this just to understand the concept, and the example of what I think of at the bare minimum for a wife-grade companion for Superman.

So why has there been so much talk of trains and dead hoomans and aliens laterly?

I only fear the dark when certain parts of it have been previously known to hide great and undesired depths of less-than-my-acceptably-self-based-respect tolerable scenarios and dynamics in comparison to mine, and I even gave you the birthday present last year of slack-in-the-rope and yet KNOWN negatve attention-getting wake-creating behavior.

Which is why I did it. Desperately trying to break myself out of this vacuum of WTF relativity dynamics, but also for a whole lot of other reasons, and we'll have to just talk about the series of events and friends and people and dynamics that surround my existence...from a distance...any fool can paint a caption on a silent photo make up some dumb crazy sh7t to go with it and post it online as legitimate-enough for people to believe.

Well, sure, fine, 0 k. We'll go ahead take you for what you present yourself as, but we're going to be judging and analying you by your own behavior and 'invisible thought associations'...a.k.a. "you" - "You're" programming and your experience and perception and logic in processing and blah, bah, blah...but that's the thing. It's not about you if you let things be what they are as they are and don't overly mix up your 'Identity Programming' into any dynamics or positions that would make your relative power and influence not-well-thought-out-enough-in-the-context-of-the-evolution-of-history cause this type of "emotional energy harm" by merely shining a scientific light on the programming of various things that are whatever they are and are in control of my and the world's reality and many ways and so understanding the specifics of each character, then I could trust or understand, but when the dynamic and respect levels are clearly errr...

How do people paper over their

 

Minds with word/thought/emotion trigger behavior "control equation programming reference links"...and specifically how do we compare the specifics of reality with their use of language and power aimed dangerously in /my/certain/specific\random\other\ directions?

And if the machine is merely designed to test the nature of the machines that you some possibly might be willing to accept in varying degrees of association as/with you own

#sumpeopleneedtoseetherightelementsofloveandintelligenceandrespectandattentionandhowtheirprogrammungmightbepartofcausinganynumberofuntoldbeams

#butare/weretheyalignedtohelpyouortripyouorgodforbidhurtyoumorewhileyouwereinjuredwhiletryingtohelpandbuildanddesignandfix...not whatever with whatever just because whatever.

#imnowhatever

#imsimplyjustidentifythingsforwhattheyareatadistancebasedonwhateverkeypsychologicalreferencecriteriaonemustthenhaveconsideredbythemicroscopeandyourmum...sooo...like...ummm...