Surprise, Surprise...
My 'archetypes' for 'Momma Cats' have nothing to do with sex much less nymphomaniacs much less all these mind-blowingly contorted psychological dynamics between whatever males and other party/club grade girls are involved.
That's fine. Have your lives. Do your own thing. Just never try to use money or sex or God-forbid Love as a weapon of torture or to try and take advantage of situations when the others in such situations have far more valuable and important considerations on the table.
When I see beautiful girls I see or at least hope they are the kind of behavioral quality that warrants Love, I don't see sex objects or that desire. In fact it deeply hurts me to see otherwise (if they had my Mind and Caliber I guess) Beautiful creatures that would otherwise potentially be the objects of True Love reduced to meaningless sex toys that then share the common denominator of all the slutty males they've touched,and accordingly the value of certain gems with the equations of my mind and obviously on the world's stage is far more complicated to compute.
My choices for grabbing random characters out of the blue, pardon the inverse pun, was to merely provide myself imaginary psychological shelter from the nightmare of 2009 and 2002-present by going back to my lifelong ways of filling the blanks in my mind with examples of the perfection or at least attributes I seek.
I don't know how some people look at the mothers of their children in the context of other males predatory sexual desires combined with a veiled power structure and base, but I also know the average whatever on the street isn't remotely the same in caliber, character, understanding, ability, and relevance as I am...so its not my concern.
I value people for their goodwill an actions as human towards other humans based on caring. I do not want to associate or risk the well-being of my sanity and dreams at night in the context of a varying spectrum of characters that all undoubtedly link back to very ugly scary realities even at the top ironically compared to my Heaven-like Nature within my Mind and Realty no matter where it's at.
What my Mind is capable of is Precious beyond words as these clown in the peanut gallery have taught us apparently in reference and relevance to their own
I'm not worried about it. I believe there was just a grave misunderstanding in exactly what I'm about and what I'm looking for and trying to do in even mentioning some names and characters. It had nothing to do with them or their real-world lives or lifestyles, it is me merely putting faces on my own Dreem persona constructs to avoid the hell of the mistake I made in trusting the intelligence community in 2009.
I am beyond ashamed at the behavior of some of my peers and there reaction and response to my existence over the last 4 and counting years, I am pleased with others. Every single person I consider on a case-by-case basis, but the ways in which I see and measure people and what I'm looking for and comparing against my be something most don't not understand as even real or possible, but such is the Dreem of Life.
No worries. Sex is a very dangerous drug that many have exploited. Too bad it so often destroys so much long term much deeper and more meaningful associations.
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