...seemingly, ironically, all by people who are not remotely on my levels of anything, while just seemingly getting in the way to steal everything I have earned the insanely hard way...
Sigh. All I know is the politics of some of the shady bitches that ruined my life by breaking into it with pathological lies only to do evil sh7t then never apologize and run away, if they think that sh7t is remotely gonna fly when they have to see me face-to-face with the cameras on and audience around...they've got another list of things they did that they have to address specifically and explain in full-detail coming.
My mother is a different story. Her lack of knowledge about many, many, many things simply due to her completely-unlike-me nature has just left her caught up in it by lies on all sides, but not from me, and accordingly her apathetic and belittling behavior towards me is appalling and I am owed apologies for things by so many I can't even begin to start listing them at the moment.
All my circumstantial "complexes" are the reactive responses to things certain people have done and left uncorrected, and the only way to get around those things is to ultimately address them directly in front of the same damn and entire audience and have them corrected.
Remember, it's my invention, it's my creation, it's my character, mind, and soul that did all this with what I was given or presented, all these non-epic-superstar personas that were in my life for whatever reasons they were are only whatever they were, are, and have been to me.
The way varying personas have responded to the fame-like attention my project has incidentally caused them makes me wonder, or tells me a lot.
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