...that can't be compared to anything in history.
And can't even remotely afford to be repaid by any of those random pathetically evil excuses for human beings that caused it in their lack of ability to simply be straightforward and fulfill the token role for which they were included.
It's amazing how some people can manage not to be evil any yet others seem to think it is somehow remotely acceptable in a 21st century world, and I guess it's going to take one of those one-in-a-billion true story cases to really make the world and bad actors realize just how f7cked up their behavior is.
Words cannot describe the hell I endured. That's what the tapes and pictures and notes and blah, blah, blah were for when my little escape research and design project was repeatedly bombared and broken into by monsters, and then when I said f7ck that and went straight to the source for answers, instead the same f7cked up and seemingly damn near evil or myopic system went and took the wrong/evil it had created or allowed others to create with it, and actually inverted blame for it, essentially double then mulitple now countless victimizing my existence, and nothing can stop the truth about my story from existing, so I have no idea how far some of these people have dug their graves with my fame they never realized I had when beating the hell out of me alone in the dark and then compounding the wrong with words, abuses of blind strereotypes and system design flaws, and God forbid if it turns out there was even more unholy sexual behavior going on underlying the evil being done unto me, so help me God the price they already should have never run up and can't afford to pay already is gonna skyrocket like nothing this world could apparently believe as comprehensible either.
But I guess that's the beauty of it at this point. Now as soon as I get the mic and camera and all of these destroyers in the same room then history is gonna shift back to where it should have been all along, and to hell with whomever created or propagated this drama, because the details of the true stories are just the most mind-blowing bullsh7t behavior I couldn't comprehend as possible in the first place, but not from me unless you consider this intentional isolating myself in my house to condition myself aware from what I considered to be a pathetic crowd and into becoming a writer, actor, designer, artist, philosopher, test guinea pig role model, FUTURE POLITICIAN, blah, blah, blah etc.
Yeah, I was on my own level before those random people broke into my life, and I guess they will damn sure never treat anyone as poorly as they treated me again for the rest of the time they're alive on this Earth. To even have some people say and try to threaten the sh7t they have should get them fired or locked up, but once again, hey, it ain't my fault some people are so damn shady and decided to be that way with me to such harmful extents, and that's why I still think just a few exceptional quality options would be better than whatever those other people were on, because when you see the before and after video of some of the specific human nightmares that crossed my life causing this whole scenario to be what it is, you will understand my lack of excitement, because it's not pretty, it's traumatically the opposite, and ironically everything I sacrificed and isolated to avoid and escape in starting the project way back after underground fastlane Hollywood was just too stupid and irresponsible in its designs to tolerate or accept handling those 'sacred' powers in the first place, but that's why I turned the camera on myself and made a story about it. Duh.
The catch 22 delay has given them waaaaay too much time to destroy reality and themselves with that asymmetrical power it seems, and then when I get the production budget to I guess launch the first, second, and new 3rd phases at the same time, it's unstoppable. As it has been all along. Just waiting on the fuel. The only thing the last 4 years did is add another phase to it I guess.
But remember how in 2006 I proposed the whole movie idea?
Who, specifically, sabotaged it?
How?
We do have fully zoomed out coverage as well as camoflauged escorts these days right?
I'll calm down because my life doesn't have time to get hurt by this sh7t anymore that I damn sure never deserved in the first place, but just remember, I haven't even had my chance to speak yet, and it doesn't take a rocket scientist to see the difference between the good boy and bad girls in those few specific nightmare stories.
I get along splendidly with people who don't do evil sh7t to me while trying to use my kindness and resources or others. It's that simple.
Some people blow my mind.
Oh f7ck you blogger. It just erased the follow-up comment essay I just published because it logged out. I am hurt and angry beyond words right now. My life has literally been raped by monsters using nothing but words and the system, and the damage is so bad and unthinkable I have no idea how to escape the scars and backlash that will undoubtedly and oh-so-deservingly follow. I have lost YEARS of my life to a tortured hell their wrongdoing and the running away, lies, and silence have caused, and there is no way to even being to tell the story without the entire full context and timeline and video and pictures and piles and piles and piles of evidence illustrating the real and seemingly inescapable pain they have caused. I have cried enough. Beyond words. And the crushing damage of their evil destroys my life to this very minute with the inescapable moment-by-moment repeating thoughts of what they did that I have no vent for. The damage caused and still obviously being caused by their actions and choices towards my life are immeasurable, and it must be made to stop. MAKE IT STOP NOW. Get those monsters and the evil they did to me so god damn far away from my life and story I never have to be reminded of them again until I get the funds to launch the first phase as is apparently needed to stop these media and police clowns from digging their own graves deeper. It was evil. It's not OK to paint it as anything else or God forbid even for a second try to inverse the truth as I sit here isolated with the boot on my neck. It almost brings me to tears sitting here in McDonald's typing this, and God knows I don't deserve to cry anymore because of what those piece of sh7t human beings did to my life when I could not escape them breaking into my existence. It's wrong. It's wrong. It's so beyond wrong I cannot even convey it in this form. :(...
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