Ai beht sum hoomans pikd awl teh wrawng pavs at furst
I took a route untraveled and unmarked.
It's been a lot of things both interesting, painul, fur-standing, Beautiful, tragic, pretty, ugly, even, worse, better, more, less, sum, Better, Brilliant, patheic, Genius, fool, bed, breakfast, lunch, dinner, and your mother blah, blah, blah etc.
College was boring and a joke to me. It's that same 'desert complex' that plagues us all in areas where we have not been provided an in depth enough prebase to design acceptably superlative life direction courses.
5 years doing something. Accidentally graduated.
Threw it all away and started over at the base of the American Beacon-like mountain of entertainment and where I saw all the petty girls on TV.
True story, the only reason I ever considered modeling is because I already happened to be in shape, just because, and it seemed like the best way to find the kind of presumed 'Dreem Girls' I saw on TV. Well...as it turns out, yes and no.
Anyway, point being, yeah. A $___,___ essentially literally worthless piece of paper. Except it says I successfully accomplished something most people are proud of I guess. I didn't even care to walk across the stage because it didn't mean anything to me, since college was kind of just the transition from living at home to away, and I never found the rightb major and so I literally did just enough to get by but had no interest in what I was doing whatsoever really.
Meh.
The camera flash looks like the silhouette of a WWI or WWII era fighter airplane. The world is f7cking insane. Baby boom? The baby boom you say? WTF hoomans? WHAT THE (fast forward) *wagging spoons* Happiness. I'm all right. 'cept for when I think of where my friends and resource borrows left and seemingly have treated me as beyond unconsidered in their real world behavior in reference to mine.
ReplyDeleteWell, that would have been the token sign of solidarity, but this 4+ year frame of mine is not something that can just be expected to be lied to me in because that's the doubled/multiple-edged sword of technology I simply showed up in the first place to try and warn and explain to you about.
When #KarynRR is the game, if you take an apathetic or adversarial much less blind-bully-like-stance against the full-circle case of the machine on which you think you stand to begin with...
I dunno. The word is hard to trust when judging it purely by the TV content and the underlying dynamic motivator of profit in the design instead of one of Hooman and World Betterment that could be equally entertaining and infinitely better in existing all-consuming on our brain engagement screens.
Oh. Just wait until you read this next one about Christmas trees and drama on the farm.